I have been thinking though and that is always a dangerous situation for me.  When I think, I tend to think about the past and things that have happened and it brings back memories that I wish weren't true.  I've been thinking about my dad and the how the last memory I have of him, he was in a hospital bed with a tube down his throat to help him breathe and I didn't tell him I loved him before I left.  I was being stubborn thinking he was going to get better and things would be the way they were and I absolutly hate myself for that.  I wish I could go back and just smack the shit out of myself and tell myself to say those 3 words that I say to everyone in my family now.

I guess what I'm saying is take the time to tell the people that mean the most to you that you love them.  Wether you realize it or not those three small word could mean the world to that person.  It would mean more than and gift you could give them or anything else you can say or do.

That's it for now!

ANW

So today I got up for class and noticed my credit card bill on the table.  When I saw how much it was I knew my husband was going to chew me a new one so I just left.  Needless to say when I got home he did chew me out but the only thing I put on it was gas and cigarettes.  Then I noticed he was acting weird and I asked him about it and yeah, his problems are getting worse that's all I'm going to say.  Then a "ghost" from the past called me and we talked for awhile, it was nice.  Well that about sums it up.

~*~ANW~*~